The Sanctuary of Pain

Pain, which you had inflicting
Became my creation too
I cannot forget
Dismay in their eyes

You still stride a path
That is marked up by your own madness
You feed yourself with pain
Which you carry with you

It is the sanctuary of pain
You are killing in there
And having fun with suffering
No one could experience redemption

I do not have any cotrol over you
I am in an endless captivity
Nothing reminds of stable past
Everything is covered with the present’s blood

You create aura of fear around you
Which is transforming into infinite pain
I cannot do anything
I am just a messenger

Day by day
I am looking for the goal that controls you
And I cannot find
Its sense

In my memories I can see
Destruction and death
Once more I’m waking up with blood on my hands
And I don’t know to whom it belongs